Emotional feelings during un-belted time.
Posted: 19 Apr 2013, 15:22
Seems so much of chastity is just stories and fantasy. Too much talk of permanent chastisement, too many fantasies focus on being toyed with while in belt, etc.
Lot of typset has been devoted to feelings and emotions while being belted. (chastised state)
But what about emotions when UN-belted? I mean, how do you feel after a duration in belt where you become accustomed to its everyday hug and unyielding authority over your sex and arousal? What then?
Last night, my cheapie chinese made chastity belt injured me. I had been sitting doing computer work for awhile and when I got up I was pinched on intimate spots. When I had tried to pull my pinched labia out of wherever on that infernal shield it was being pinched, it cut me. Gave me a gouge-rip. So I had to emergency unbelt.
So now I wanted to share my feelings, being emergency unbelted. And I feel others could have valuable emotional experience they could share too, for whatever reasons they had to "emergency unbelt".
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I felt a fleeting pass of vulnerability this morning waking up. Odd, before ever being in belt, I did not feel that way. Perhaps getting accustomed to that hugging pressure caused me to depend on it and fixate on that solid metal wall between my intimate spot and the rest of the world and feeling un-armored without it? How long will I feel that way? A day? Always? Until I forget the hug of that steel? I dunno. odd.
Now, I feel scared of chastity belts. Well, the one I have, that is. It hurt me. Twice now. There is no reason for me to think it will not do so again in the future. I am not so sure I can wear it confidently like I did previous to being bitten so nasty.
What about YOU? Has your chastity device ever "bitten" you, hurt you to the point you had to do an emergency unbelting until you healed? How did you feel? What was your emotional response AFTER that to chastity devices? Yours specifically?
Lot of typset has been devoted to feelings and emotions while being belted. (chastised state)
But what about emotions when UN-belted? I mean, how do you feel after a duration in belt where you become accustomed to its everyday hug and unyielding authority over your sex and arousal? What then?
Last night, my cheapie chinese made chastity belt injured me. I had been sitting doing computer work for awhile and when I got up I was pinched on intimate spots. When I had tried to pull my pinched labia out of wherever on that infernal shield it was being pinched, it cut me. Gave me a gouge-rip. So I had to emergency unbelt.
So now I wanted to share my feelings, being emergency unbelted. And I feel others could have valuable emotional experience they could share too, for whatever reasons they had to "emergency unbelt".
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I felt a fleeting pass of vulnerability this morning waking up. Odd, before ever being in belt, I did not feel that way. Perhaps getting accustomed to that hugging pressure caused me to depend on it and fixate on that solid metal wall between my intimate spot and the rest of the world and feeling un-armored without it? How long will I feel that way? A day? Always? Until I forget the hug of that steel? I dunno. odd.
Now, I feel scared of chastity belts. Well, the one I have, that is. It hurt me. Twice now. There is no reason for me to think it will not do so again in the future. I am not so sure I can wear it confidently like I did previous to being bitten so nasty.
What about YOU? Has your chastity device ever "bitten" you, hurt you to the point you had to do an emergency unbelting until you healed? How did you feel? What was your emotional response AFTER that to chastity devices? Yours specifically?